I have been feeling extremely inspired as of lately and this inspiration has put me back to a positive and beautiful place. Though I am human and can get quite emotional I have been dealing with my own emotions much more effectively allowing me to help others the way that I have always enjoyed. There are so many people in this world who are suffering and struggling with issues and feel that they are alone. Words can not describe how wonderful it is to feel like you have someone, anyone who cares about your well being and who understands you. Often just having someone to talk with about problems can help put a new perspective on the issue and can even resolve the issue. We are so self absorbed and interested in our own well beings that we forget the well being of others that surround us. I have gone through a number of issues in my own life that I feel I have learned from and grown from. I came out fighting and want to know that others in the same situations that I was in can as well.
I just enjoy letting the world know that they do not have to fear things alone and that I am always a shoulder to lean on. It makes me happy knowing that I can cause someone else to be happy or at least let some of their issues out to me. Tomorrow my family and I are going to Galena for memorial day and I can not even begin to describe my excitement and happiness. Galena is my favorite place in Illinois. The hills are breathtaking and the little quaint town is nothing short of adorable. I'm extremely excited to just spend time with my family and enjoy a BBQ with people who my parents know pretty well. It's always nice to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city. I suppose that is why I love living in Illinois we are one of the largest cities surrounded by loads of country and cornfields. I can not wait for this summer because my dad spoke of going camping and fishing and I can hardly wait for that. I love the Earth and how beautiful the world is.
I have realized lately that there is so much passion wound up inside of me for life and I just want to let it all out. I know that I am not perfect, and I don't anticipate to be but I want to do all I can. Sometimes I can be quite difficult to deal with and I do believe that my past will follow me around, but I will not let it define me. I will not let myself be mean and angry at people and attempt to start fights in order to push people away. I will embrace those in my life and show them how grateful I am. I will enjoy the world and moments just as I always have. I'm so excited to be helping others again and just enjoying precious time with those I love the most. Happy Memorial Day Weekend. Please pray for those who have fought and lost their lives at war and who continue to fight for our country. They are heroes and they deserve every praise in the world.
Always,
Alexis Zoe
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